ugh

im not gunna lie. i have so many weird feelings latly, my heads spinning and it wont stop, iunno if i have a kindergarden crush, or im just confused, but i know im feeling somthing....

bottems up hahahaha

night out

so a couple of us went out to a bar heres a pic

HA@!

TO you! your a ass, stop judgin. and stop assuming. move the fuck on. deal with your own issues before u judge others

lol

two pics i was tagged! haha

oh yaw

Lol so.. on a quite note. degrade your self. is degrading TO your self. try to cover up the past. the redemption will only be more harsh lmao but hey i know better. just a fyi..

so heres a over view on the last past couple days lmao

thrudaynight:

went to a party at sjsu with the ladys golf teams lmao it was pretty fun.
lotta drunk girls lmao and only one sober one haha no names ahem a.j.p.c lmao hahaha
we rolled down there with 6 people. mobbed my free tauras that has hella beat! haha but it made it no judging haha.. so i brung two bottles of hen. drank one. drank like 10 e bombs lmao and got smashed! decided to walk around campus to see what kinna breezys would be out. but instead i got mad iunno why or i just hyper. started talking shit. broke a fence on some homos fraternaty lmao.. walk around the campus and walked back. got back to the party. drank some more. and by then it was pretty late lmao so we abouta leave. but ellizon wouldnt let me drive kus he says i was super fucked UP but i was alright lmaooo! and then we chilled and this random indian nigga came up started tryna b hella coo. i opend the box of condoms in my car to give it to someone i forgot. and then yoshi the indian nigga threw a condom at my boi and my boi went off on him for the next 20 mins a fucking beast haha but to make a long story short. we left drove to dennys drove on the wrong side of the street lmao. manda at like ONE cheesestick. i tried to take a dump but someone yaked everywere lol.. got home at 5am lol but HEY i remeber everything OHhh yeahhh haha before i left i saw this couple walking down the street i was like " HEY YOU COME HERE!,," there like Okay haha white kids lmao i was like here! one high sensitivity condom for you and the breezy haha and then i drove off stating herbie kills lol.. but before that after i calmed my boi down from whooping that niggas ass i ran back to the car rolled on the hood to the other side and some white gurl was like Hey that was pretty impressive. and i said somthing retarted like. if u think thats impressive u should come home with me. but haha i was drunk!!! dont judge me i was just feeling it...
so that pretty much ended that

noww!!

friday night:

me ellizon, eric and manda were supposed togo to the races lol

long story short. i drove off with manda to like ralston and ellizon calls me haha his car broke down agaiN! fucking went back got him. waited there for a tow truck haha and then went to play pool. i swoore i wasnt gunna drink but i did lmao.. but yaw that night was gay. went to eat arrojos got home at 430 haha. oh yeah and there was this pizza man when we were on the side of the road hella mugging. i was like DO you have a problem? hes like no problem Broo broo haha i was angry!

tonight!

nothing happened. just mobbed the car and cruised around ha taken it easy
ive had a really mest up sleep pattern haha

im ust boerd kus im home early so id thought id write hahaha

your past doesnt make your present, your knowlege along the way influences the moment and dictates your decision. its funny people only blame the bad. never thanks the good..

dj nj.ing ty now fuck off haha

ahhh

haha so last night was quite a night!

i must say i was pretty drunk! i havent acted that nuts for a while. and im sorry to that frat that i broke there fence i was angry i unno why hahah but the hen got the best of me thou! but anyways thanks all you who came with me.. and races tongiht YEE!

party time

haha we ready going to sjsu.. hellla breezys niggahs haha la is on a stand still till next week.. but tonight finna b crackinnn

haha

udate my mind is clear as can be. im deff over the breez.. but feel me this weekends going ot be cracking! im going to la and ill be riding my bike with my bois lmao YEE la bound niggas fuck the rest
and hey fuck you!

may 19th

"..turn around let me lick u from ur neck down to ur navel,
Kuz shawty u look ready,
Forget the bed I wanna lay ur body right here on the table,
So just hold it steady,

I'll go get the camera we can make a movie,
Im gone put my hands up lay back while u do me,
Jump right out the shower into the jacuzzi,
Giving u what ur body wants,"

yes its been on my mind. haha today was funny one of my homeboys lil brother is beging to have wonders about sex and he cant goto his big bro kus hes a 26 year old virgin and hes hella protective so today i went to walgreens and bought him condoms just in case lmao i felt the need to do so iunno why. but then i realized wtf did i buy them he goes to skyline they give that shit for free haha i keeped em but not planning on using them..! my heart is still stuck in one place. and no one else can please or give me what she did well at least thats how i feel at the moments so time being im just waiting being celibite wont hurt no body!

and today i went to the gym. this fucking breezy at the counter hella hating on my tattooss! all kus i dont like hers .. what a bitch lmao i dont care i like my tattoos for my self. noone has to like em...
but this week should be fun.!
bar thurday and races on friday lmao i hope ellizons car dont break down again fuackk lmao hella gay !! haha
and p.s this free car i got is a bucket.! i havent seen another car on the street thats just as ugly lmao but hey i floss anything with wheels lmao or at least ill try..ive been having so much on my mind and no one to express it to kus i dont wanna express it to just no one feel me? but here are some random pictures..again .

had to take a pic of this..its a share it kinna spot! and since i cnt be with you atm i share it with you now


they let me come close !!!


my dad and grandpa are building a turtle slash green house


haha there waiting for u!


ahah ellizon putting in some xexle home depot fuel shit haha fugging his car broke down later that night lmao long story!!!

i thought this was cool at gateway today eating lunch lmao stunnas on coke cans ? wtff

YAY

i got a free car lmao its ugly, smells like shit, but hey its free i didnt wanna spend money on a car kus id end up selling it. and id prob end up selling this also but its cool FREE CAR!!!

fuuuuhh acccckkk!

so today.. what a day. i did a wheelie past a cop and ran for dear god haha i cant get pulled over i curerently have no insurance on betty lmao dj. but other than that today me and my bois got my boi his f4i after all his searching we found him a bike FINALLY fuck the streesss haha more like he would stress us out. but yea today i ran into this female i havent seen it so long it was kinda weird but at the same time it was nice to catch up. i got a free car the other day from my friend haha its a pos but i dont wanna buy a car kus ima end up selling it. so i plan on keeping the bike and just driving a beat up ass car lol

and i have to figure out stuff for school i have so many goals with so little time ughhh

wish me luck

this is for you

=)

cant help but wait!

feeling this song..
have some scenic pics from eastbay but i havent uploaded it yet =) will but up soon

so my progess about my gym is rough man im hella sore!! but it will pay off!!

YEE

talking about wobz killing it lol hella sexy ishh

miss you mom..

im sorry, that i was such a trouble maker and im sorry i caused pain. but being confused and mixed with the wrong scene afflicted my actions greatly and im sorry i took it out on you and the family. ive told you before that i apolize. and moving to california made me a way better person. You were always there for me as for my sister. im apoligize for the struggle the tears and the heartache. but i am a good boi now. your son ME loves you very much. and im sorry i couldnt be there with you to celabrate this day. but i ll always be here for you.. i love you mom HAPPY MOMMAS DAY!!! =)

and i have a state that cheezy tots from bk are the best followed by a menthol lightss haha.. little thangs make me so happy. its kinda rediculous... but this year ima be changing alot of thangs up. time to hit the gym.. i decided if ima be smoking i minus well try to be in the best shape possible as a smoker. which i am planning on quiting..soooonn i can deff do it lol i ve done it before i can do it again.. and dammn i feel hella old i went to a bjs yestuday with a friend and were eating and drinking at like 1130 and i just felt so old hahaha DJ and i sold my gay ass iphone

Herrow bb bold 9000 =) email me your bb pin if you gots one.. and i havent been going out much latly but im waiting to the summer. but anyways one of my good friends from uci came home this weekend and we kicked it at this bar with some of my other friends and it was cool. alot of thangs have changed. and i wish the best for you. dont let no body degrade who you are as a person..your a good person! and ill always have your back. even thou ur dumb haha..and have bad boy taste. but im not judging haha its weird to see how some people , friends , x girlfriends or whatever can be sooo close like telling eachother anything say or express how your truley feel but at a spilt second that can be all taken away faster than you can realized wtf just happend. perks of life.- live love laugh and fuck the world lol
night,,

some new pics

today i put my spools on so i can use the pit bull stand?! =)


umm cherry limade!!

julians bike!


and my pride and joy betty! dj

this is my song!

cracking.. keep your head up ... i aint nothing.. damn i love my bike haha the pictures and the fun i have on it is priceless. fucka realtionship haha drama free YA BITCH

bamm chickka

we went crusing today. some stunting and i just got some pics of my bike im really happy with the way its turning out fucked for 12k nigga i better love it lmao so pics of me on the bike and some with out



some solo pics of the bike and along with alans r1







damn my bike is sexy

thinking.

as everyday passes i think alot. im still thinking alot about you. if its ever meant to be. then it will be . but nothing can be, with out a little effort.. i cannot preach how much i think about the things i wanna do nor say to you. kus i dont wanna say anything. i just want to and just hold you. a lot has changed from time to time and i can say my head is on right. but i still have this feeling that wont go away. i dont know if its just me or whatever. but i know this feeling isnt fake.. kus it drives me nuts. mb its just me. but i cant go on not trying. kus id be lying to myself. everyday that passes i wish id get a phone call or txt. but im not going anywere. no matter what ill always be here no matter how wrong thangs went.and if i could take back the thangs that went sour. id take it back and re do it. but at the same time faulty ness is what got me to be a diff man. but its whatevers.. all i can say is i do miss you..=)

some thangs

i put some flush mounts on betty.. take a look some before and afters, still waiting on my stero and frame sliders to come in =)

BEFORE

after


and some random pictures

ugh

it sucks when you like someone but thangs hold u back...

the efff with this weather!

haha i just de stcikered my bike im waiting for my flush mounts and mirror eliminators and amp kit and some thangs
doesnt it look so clean fresh detail boii



and p.s even thou i say id never go back i prob would. ugh sykes but iunno lmao so confused

saturday

niggas never let your gaurd down. never belive the deceiving and never show your weakness. kus as good as it feels. dont make that choice of letting someone in unless you know for dayum sure its real.. kus at the end my friend YOUr the one thats going to be paying for it =)

watching the fight tongiht. im not evn into boxing but weres the chinese boxer at lmao to take down pak yao

wachow dooode

life is so weird. its really weird how things work.. i cant wait for my tattoos to heal it like drives me crazy its like that stage if your tryna grow out your hair and theres that point were its hella ugly and you have to hide it haha thats like my tattoos there all peeling and stuff. but im really happy with the work that was done.. i think im done for a while but i have one more tattoo ima get but other than that ima wait a while haha too much pain for this one man to take haha.. but its worth it.. its like how chicks were make up. same thing and moral reasons.. but summers comming up so fast i got so many plans for betty and i. haha if you dont know who bettys is 2 bad. but ill give u a hint shes blue .lmao * at least i dont name my ipods ahem..AJ* jk but sumer should be coo im thinking about taking some clases expand my thoughts and what not. and just to mingle jk. anyways.. it sucks that this whole weeks been raining.. but ill get over it..everyday makes me a stronger and less reliant person.. i never got shit handed to me like some people but feel me. what i have its what i earned and no ones going to take it away.. kus i didnt work my ass off to have nothing... i have a dream.. and best belive nigga im chasing it!