thinking.

as everyday passes i think alot. im still thinking alot about you. if its ever meant to be. then it will be . but nothing can be, with out a little effort.. i cannot preach how much i think about the things i wanna do nor say to you. kus i dont wanna say anything. i just want to and just hold you. a lot has changed from time to time and i can say my head is on right. but i still have this feeling that wont go away. i dont know if its just me or whatever. but i know this feeling isnt fake.. kus it drives me nuts. mb its just me. but i cant go on not trying. kus id be lying to myself. everyday that passes i wish id get a phone call or txt. but im not going anywere. no matter what ill always be here no matter how wrong thangs went.and if i could take back the thangs that went sour. id take it back and re do it. but at the same time faulty ness is what got me to be a diff man. but its whatevers.. all i can say is i do miss you..=)