whas hanin faraay

sighhh** pinoy parents ehhh ughh enough said haha.. life has been movin sooo fast for me that sometimes its hard to apprieciate whats good in your life.. i spend day to day tryna make that paper. but its just a paper chase in progress..and ive been super stressed... just tryna werk hard untill that one day i get a break. so much has been on my mind litterally .. ! so much i cannot explain or even find ways to say em " baby would say" haha but i realized somthing today. my phillospy is that biter.ness is a way to coup with things. even though people dont wanna see surpast that. its like when you get a cut. you say out blah, fml atm kus it hurts!!!! but in a day or two when its healed , you forgot it all. ha.. people just need to look further in things then the shallow depths as things sometimes seem..this is for the record. was i once? biter-eh yes, was i once?- cold ha yea, and did i do things i did regrest- most deff!!! and im glad to say. thats what is the point of being biter when whatevers next is usally better. SOMETIMES ha.. im not saying what i had before was fake at all. it was simple childesh. and not meant to be. but i learned that sometimes you need to go through things to appriciete other things. but for now thats it. i dont wanna say too much my heads spinning. but FOR THOSE whom need toyota huk ups haha lmk. and FOR YOU! miss dj,nj i love you. you are truley the best. and i hope that when were both ready, i can do the honor and take your hand and spend the rest of my life having you by myside. kus there isnt anyone in this world that can replace you or the way i feel about you. love you


look at you. looking so fynnnE!