=(

woke up this morning feeling ugh whats the name. haha .... but its all good. i never realized how much my co workers are like my family even thou there annoying. they treat me good. for instants were all going to eat today in foster city. its like i never have to plan things. kus theyll plan things for me.. 15 days till i move out 7 days till i turn 21 ... life is full right now. i dont have alot of time for anything. even thou im beefing with you pops. i still got love for you im not hating or holding onto a grudge its more like w.e... when i thought i could never get over it. i got over it. but i still had them damm mood swangs. iguess no matter what. ill always have some love and thing for her. i tried everthing haha hating doesnt work. ignoring doesnt work, nothing will make that love go away. i guess i just have to live with it =(

but anyways hairokidauo here airserv comes haha
love my new car
love my new bike
love myself
love you
love
pain
hate
random hahaha




21 yay~! 7 days counting down