thangs are sooo often mis read or interrupted just like me.. im always misjudged and mis read. alot of people may say im mean looking or thuggish or not nice. but i have to dis agree. im quite nice at times. yeah i admit i do have alot of flaws and yes im not perfect. and yes i learn somthing new everyday.. do i regret somethings or some people i did wrong. yes i do . only kus i didnt know the way i was doing it. you never see the error untill you step back and have your head straight and think... and you say oh fuck i was fucked up.. yea. it was kinda faulty. but my feelings were never false i just failed but i learned from it.. me personaly needs some changing i never said change for anyone. but whats wrong with change. change can be good esp if its for the better... i can honeslty say i dont give a fuck. do what you what. it would hurt anymore than i have. when you hit rock bottem and think oh shit things are all bad you get right back up and move the fuck on. yeah i dont have what i have like i did before. but there will always be a place deep down were ill always have some love. or warmth. im not afraid to put shit on blast niggah kus im a real man. dont need to hide shit. kus i say how i feel and do what i express. its called realizm .. cant be real then you can be your self at all. and again when your ready to get over this bs. hit me up. kus my intentions are no other then to stop playing this stupid game... and on a side note. someone that angers you controls you if your self consious is in dienel. he who controls you is all on you. blame your self. its all in your head. anger is with in if you cant control your self. others will by being gulible..
at this moment to date.. i have no hate. im not bitter. i love what i have.. i love all of you. and im always ready to move on.. im not stuck in the past .. im tryna make the present.. and emotional wise no one sad being sad is bad. kus being sad can always be happy. happy plays a sweet and sour card. theres always two sides.. and expressing your self isnt a negitive. it all depends how you make your self look.. and i can honestly say. i can give great advise but nigga i cannot take my own advise kus i let my heart get the best of me. but feel me. im not the victom kus it always takes two to tango ... realizticly why blame someone. its should be mutaul .... enough said. i have wrk tmr if i still have my job kus of a long story but gnite.. i cant wait till summer hits. ima be all over the place.. and p.s i dont need to let go of my past kus it doesnt bother me. i embrace it. and love it.
some random pics for yahll niggas that cant read lol
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